Where did she go, the me I used to be? She came to mind today and lingers in my thoughts like a ghost of days gone by. Memories of her floating in and out of focus, visions of her blurred at times, clear at others.... I miss her.
Where did she go, this girl who was so carefree and lived her life with wild abandon? Her intentions and unintentions so pure and crazy, fearless and filled with passion that has long since been replaced with structure and responsibility... I miss her.
Where did she go, I wonder, as I look in the mirror. There are still traces of her in the stranger that stares back at me, though these traces become more faint with each passing moment. It frightens me to think that someday she will escape from my memory all together, taking with her my spirit that has been laying dormant somewhere deep inside my soul. So many days pass between times when I think of her now... I miss her.
The me I used to be was so invincible, so thirsty for life, so spontaneous and excited about everything. What happened to her? Where did she go?
I miss her
T.C. 10/6/07
4 comments:
No matter where she has gone. She was my friend then and she is my friend now!
It is nice to read that someone is having the same feelings about themselves.
well she is right there, my remembering, you bring yourself back to life!
Thanks for coming over and following me Kay, I also write at Window to my Soul, but needed a "safe" place to keep things real without being known.
I love your blog, big time!
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